i guess..im to young to understand wat love really are..

morning

let talk bout ytd nnight..okay,so i cried a bit oni,got dust go in my eye..haha..haizz..so the whole night i was sad,and yeah,hafizh help entertain me on msn..he everytime call me stupidd..haha..i guess im stupid at something though..after tht,i toold him,im nt sad,n i want to talk to someone at night..so he said we can talk on the phone at night..he msg me at 12.20 midnight , then i called him.we ended our call around 2.40 .

first he ask me alot of thing bout something,most of the answer i gve he call me stupid..haha..and he tell me bout his love life.hehe.funny sial.and he call me weak also,coz i crack my bone..so we cant fight arh i guess..sorri2..if i okay thn we fight..hmm..i miss..i miss when he said everything about our past,i cry bit..memories oyy..hafizh you remember, 6 ihsan rox..remember the time,we always draw when fighting..hehe..haizz..

hmm..chan young..i want to thanks you for all the beautiful idea u give me last tiime..i still remember it but i guess i wont need those thing anymore...sketchbook,candle thingy,100 day,200 days, 364 day..i guess it does not even reach 100 days..and now it's too late already.. and yeah, i want you guys too watch 'LOVE ACTUALLY' ..it is and old movie,2003 i guess..but it is sweet..tht is the show chan young ask me to watch..

it ended just like tht..

i miss them so much, lester jordan chris

and i miss her

today actually im going yew tee meet my fren,i ask my mom she allow..then suddenly,it started raining..and my mom ask me to stay at home..so boring..so i stay at home watch movie online and watch inuyasha..haizz..i feel very lonely now..arh..wtf!..so at the end of the month i gg out with hafizh,buy bag and shoes and school thing..he ask me buy together with him..haha..kling boy..

hmm tomorow want go out?haha if can of coz lh..sit at home do the same thing only..i want go yew tee and take my stuff..my bag with munir...i want take my bag!!my things is running out..

to someone,

i love you,

i miss you

2 december 2009

mujahid and me after i play soccer

so i crAck a bone in my right arm coz i play soccer..let me tell u the story..i and my fren play soccer at limbang..and wee play suddenly i got hit by a ball,it was damn painfull i can say..so i try to cool my self down..7.15 then i went home..i tell my mom and we goo check my arm..arh..i hope very fast recover..

something unexpected happen to me yesterday..haha..i was so damn unlucky..irysad people knew it..hehe..when school reopen i hope it still there..llol..

are you avoiding me nowadays?

i dont really feel ur presence anymore

do you even know,

how much i love you,

how much i miss you?

how much i care about u?

you are not like before,

that's for sure

tomorow go limbang again arh..dont want sit at home..we do our normal thing arh..soccer lepak and yeah..i cant go back after 7..must reach home before 7..