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bye to yujia..who going to change school..gonna miss the fun i had with you..

first of all i want to say goodbye to my 2e4 frens..coz some of them gonna transfer school and i wont be in the same class as most of you..it was nice knowing all of you..i hope next year gonna get good2 classmate,i hope it's u guys..




i sick today..it all because of something that make me sad..im sad for some reason,i just dont wanna say it..yeah and after sadness i feel headache..my head very pain..and i got fever after that..if im not sad,i wont have fever one..haizz..thanks to my dad for putting cold towel on my body,now i feel abit okay..

wat am i to you?

how do you actuallly treat me?

they better than me,right?

do u know how i feel?

am i jealous?yeah?

am i patience enough?maybe?

strong to face anything?

die...

i just feels like getting stab,

my heart seriously pain,

i know it is only my feeling,

feeling of jealousy?yeah maybe..

trust and trust and trust,

so i wont have this feeling again..

hope the feeling will vanished,

and i can be happy again.

to-name-:i love you sygg..

unlucky day..haiya..

kay so today early in the morning forgot bring something..so cannot do wat i want arh..then in the morning teacher ask to stand during assembly,coz never bring wat form lh..so i stand arh..very paiseh..then after school lepak..and soomething bad happen..asshole..we kena screening or some shit..dont know wat..bad luck i can say..and yeah msg some one the that people go sleepp..bad luck also i guess..


wahhaha today actually not so unlucky arh..coz morning i meet someone..haizz..i very happy..then,on geography class..i come in class whole time msging some one..and then we meet..and we talk2..haha..very happy oi can see her sitting next to me..haha..but then those asshole throw my bag insiide girl toilet..cb..make me ps..infront of her somemore..today 3 time bag go in girl toilet..haha..

hey morning..hmm yesterday and today i chat with people arh..hohoho..damn fun you know..we talk as if we dont know each other haha..like crazy sia..i hope we can get closer..i want to know you better..and to understand u even more so i wont do anything wrong agaiin in the future..haha..kay..lame..


today maybe going out at 5 plus arh..meeting jordan mayybe..haizz very boring..bile lh mau jumpe..exam dah abis dah,result pun dah dpt..next week lazy come school..but i want see some people,so i think going school..i scared next week got scolded by teacher..haizzz..hope never get scolded..i just remember wat i said to npcc teacher when she called me ytd..i die next week..

to tell u i love you

to that someone if you read this,

i want to show u how much i love you,

i'll love you forever and ever

im sorry if i had done anything wrong

i really regret wat i had done to you,

before

so today after school went prayers..then play soccer with yujia,chris,jordan..i come they play already..so i join arh,we play shot inside the hole..kay this one i always shot go in one,very pro.chey no lh,tyco only..then we buy water,sit2 near the playground that is near the shop..after that play soccer again,this time we play the emporer..one people sit at the badminton court sit thingy..then must aim at the one sitting..that one also,i damn pro..haha..i hit jordan and yujia..never hit chris..then we stop playing coz someone afraid of height and dont wan sit at the chair..we sit2 and chris start doing the sand thingy..haha..then he do arh..i see2..then go home..

i still not happy

so you guys see my bag already and u guys know already right..kay im sorry eh..i dont know why i do that,just feel like doing..i very sorry to jordan..it not that i want to lie or wat arh..dont worry be happy..and dont pauto to anyone..kay keep this maatter to urself..

hmm..i want to say sorry..

actually i really trust u,i guess.

if i keep ask u question,im sorry.

just feel like asking,especially when indoubt,

if u want time i'll give you,

hope everything will be like last time.

yeah,still got one people im not happy with..from last time i not happy with him..he is not my friend obviously..if seriously next time u make me damn angry i wont hold back hitting u..'pecah arh lu punya muke'..chey i not so bad..






im very sad,because u say u treat me likee a stranger...it really hurt me..haizz..

lepaklepaklepak

today early in the morning meet chris,we both go imm..to buy thing for some one..haha..btw thanks..and sorry waste time there,all u want do there cannot..coz of me..haha..after that went home put the thing go pray then go out again..this time with shukry and his friends..okay,first go westmall then take 106 go orchad..when we first arived at orchad haha got one shop very funny the name..and then we walk2 at there do nothing..wah i have so much fun with them,all of them is funny..hope can go out with u guys again..and after that shukry say want eat at westmmall,so we from orchad go westmall lorh..then 'eheheheh' i meet some one..wah..i damn2 happy like hell..then we all go pastamania..talk2 down there..bbut i dont really talk,i laugh a lot..haha..very funny sia they all..and thanks coz u go home together with me..i very3 happy..hope can see you tomorow..



tomorow is the day,
i wish you in advance




















nuraii

chatchatchat

heys..let talk about yesterday..so yesterday at night,i chat with 2 funny people..both of them very funny lurh..verlynn,i chat with you so longlong..u very funny leh..at first you are 'idontknow' then u my big sister then u my small sister then suddenly u my grandmother..haha..then we talkk about sentence to death lh,go court lh..hahah..next time chat with me again hor..

yeah got one more people i chat with,i msn with you quiet long,it is nice chatting with you,you really make me happy the whole night,thank you..i really cannot believe u really scared of ghost..haha..next time i telll u ghost story at night..and yeah,one more thing i want to say,watever i say always is coreect arh..so if i say u pretty or wat,means u are one..hooohoohoo..

today,i want watch

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today last day exam,very fun..after school lepak with burhan all that..then go home and play ofcoz..okay today was just like other day,but today was bit fuun i guess..yeah seriously my head is going crazy..haha..

today very sad,actually everyday sad for me,fuucker if i know i wont cut my hair..first of all is my cousin arh,he everytime laugh if cut hair but i dont really care..but got one girl from n/acad,she asked me'what happen to your hair'..wah..i thought she talking to chris..she said like so bad sia..zzz..very sad...

falling effect..really hurt..head go crazy..

if you fall down how will you feel?

obviously,pain is what you feel

that is how my heart feel right now

the feeling of falling in love nice

the feeling of breaking up is,maybe like hell(for me)

having friends by ur side is good

but you need to find the right friend

lately we are getting closer right?do you feel it

maybe it is because we are the same

i feel that being with u guys is wonderful

playing duel masters together

it make me remember the time when we used to play

when we were in primary school

u guys are the best friend,

hope we can spent more time together..

lately my body has become weak..

each time i take,

my body will lost control

my head gonna be like going 'aaarrrrhhh'

dont know why..

but i think,im getting weaker..

need to be stronger

do what i supposed to do

stoped what i am not supossed to do..

i really love her,and hope can be with her again..

wah piang eh..i cut my hair today..fuck sia..haizz..if mr lim never see i wont cut one..so ytd i go out with ahmad[picture] and solihin,we go irsyad teacher house..haizz i cant stop thingkiing bout my past..everything have changed now..everything..i used to laugh a lot last time but now not anymore..i used to smile even when im sad but now,cry when im sad..

once again,im fcuking confused..

why must life be so complicated..

i thought that i can forget her,but

after reading her blogg

i get really confused..

i keep changing my mind,

i doont have the right answer

the answer that im still fiinding

is there really hope for me,

to be with her?

i dont know

everything sucks

i read someone blog,and now i think
im not gonna wait for her anymore
even if i wait,i know there is no chance
for us to be together again
i really regret,asking her break up
coz now i must forgot her
and maybe it gonna take times


now im a different person already
dont know why,but i just know i change
alot
i really really dont want be bad guy,
want to be good person
haizz..again..my life sux ass..


continue with my life,
concentrate study first,
then can think of different thhing

i hurt my ankle yesterday..trying to do something..i guess it takes days to rrecover..so must be patient..today got religious class,early in the morning..i lazy go but must go coz a lot of time never go..i hate go that class..im the only person that is sec2..the rest is all sec 3 and above..some more they all want step gangster..religious class i in sec 3 level so no friend..haizz..nvm..1 more year and it over..


i'll think carefully,
and make my decision,
hope it's the right one.
haha..


i'm always suck at making the right decision,i take thing not seriously..most of the matter is a joke to me..even breaking my arm,is a joke to me..just hope this time make the right choice..

maybe i should move on,carry on with my life..

i still love her but,will she still love me?

even if i wait,week,month,year,

i dont know if she will come back to me..

she is not mine anymore..

maybe,

she can never be mine again..

bit by bit,i know she wont have feeling for me anymore..

if i can wish for one thing,

i want to be with you again,

thats all,

i really hope i can be with you

somedays,i hope so..

[someone] say to me,

waiting for a girl is not worth it,

he said people who wait is like a 'love slave'

but i think it is not wrong waiting

for the one we love..

i really love her,

and i dont think waitiing for her make me a slave,

hmm..nvm..now exam time..after exam then i'll think back about this..

good luck to everyone..

it is closer
than a friend
but far
from love




i miss you