even if it takes days,weeks,months or years

girls toilet,i take the picture..wahhaaha..(=

i wont cry anymore,

coz i know the reason,

i know everything,

im not confused anymore,

i've got the answer,

that i've been searching for,

now,waiting patiently,

that the only thing i can do,

hope one day,

someday maybe,

you will come baack to me,

you'll accept me again,

days,weeks,months,years,
i'll wait no matter what,
just for you to come back to me,
i'll never forgot our promised.

now what?

which one should i believe?
i stuck in the middle
no one helping me
im not strong to make desicion
nurai or dorcas?
what dorcas say got some right
but what nurai say make me confused
once again
i dont know anything better right now
keep crying
if what nurai say is right,
i really wish i can be with her again
just once more,
i really love her..

i know the answer..

now i know everything..
i dont know why?
i am starting to regret..
regret that i love you..
i just wish that i could forget you,
someday,hope sooner..
i hope you gonna be happy now..

i wish i dont know you at all..

im confused

                                                        sister,sister,sister,me at grandpa house

morning i wake up at 3.40 in the morning..and i ---..im sorry if i disturb you guys early in the morning..anyway thanks lester.,coz u wake up for me..im sorry if i wake u up in the middle of your sleep..i just dont know what to do especially there is nothing to do in the morning..


today after school,go pray,after pray,play soccer with fren and my cousin..yujia make me laugh the most..it been long time since we play2 together..after that me and chris go westmall,coz i need buy thing for someone..then we go home..now i blogging,and watching south park..

i miss you.,i cant live without you,i need you

i cant live without you

please dont leave me sygg..
i love you very2 much..
so please..love me like how i love you..
i dont wanna lose you..
seriously..



if you dont love me anymore,
it's okay..just tell me the truth..
=(

i miss you sygg

ytd..i go out with sayang..we go jurong point walk2..im sorry if boring kay..the whole time i look at her face,she was damn gorgeous..and we go home at around 4.15 if im not wrong..i reallyreallyreallyreally love you sayang..seriously..and now i miss you super duper damn much..anyway thanks for making me happy ytd kay sygg..

so today was not so good,i dont know whether i got mother tongue or not,so i dont go..if my cousin are there confrim he also dont come mt..then i sit with chris during mt..chris say got people staring at us..wah that guy stare at us so long leh..but i too scared to stare back..

now i waiting for her msg..hope she msg me..i miss her a lot..

today is fcuk man

so today was like wtf?!

morning i go school with my sygg and on the way,i'm very sad coz something happen..haizz..today meet her quiet a lot of time..

biology class..lester ask me to shout 'I LOVE ---' in class very loud right..i got my self in real trouble..

me:I lOVE ---...

miss kala:i dont want to know about ur --- life..

then i was like arh shit everyone looking at me and was staring at me..teacher heard it as well..im dead..seriously..that what i thought arh..

miss kala:if you want i send you to ms lim(something like that arh she said to me)

thanks to my friend i almost die..

english class..i was msging my sygg..then suddenly teacher come near me..and i slowly put in back my phone in my pocket..teacher saw it and he took my phone..i was so unlucky sia..

miss ong:is msg so important that you dont do my work

me:yeah of coz

miss ong:what so important

me:...

miss ong:see you cannot answer

me:..

miss ong:you want me to check what you msging is it

then i was like,ouh dont read any of my msg,coz in my inbox there is only my sygg msg..if she read i die..

okay form tomorow onward,i want to change..i want to study hard..dont want play2 anymore..

bombbombbomb

hey..kay,let talk about yesterday..ytd was damn fun..i go saifuddin house,with solihin..and we play2 for long2..i reach home at 11.45 almost reach 12 at night..before i go home they tell me about ghost,make me scared..lucky no ghost..so we do 'bomb'..damn nice actually but the video graphic suck..so i have fun yesterday..after come back home,i msg2 someone arh,saifuddin cousin i think..and i msg2 with her until 1 plus.. then i said to her i wanna sleep..then i go sleep..haha..

sygg,ytd my friend hold my phone so if they msg anything weird sorry arh..

tell me..tell me things that i dont know..

today,i got class but gonna come late at 4..and she said she also need to come,but dont know yet she coming or not..now sitting at home do nothing..later meeting yujia awhile..and maybe today must go home around 9.15..must pray at mosque..

ytd night is very not good day for me..seriously..i feel like crying..you cannot promised that u wont leave me..haizz..mean that surely,but dont know when,u will leave me..i wish i could do something to help..help with all the problem..and hope u tell me everything..tell me things that i dont know..

i seriously love you and i dont wanna lose you..
no matter what i want us to be together,forever..

today very good..malay lesson was supposed to come,but only me and my cousin never go..hope no one pauto..we escape mt..yeah..we sit with chris and play card trick..both chris and him dman funny sia..toay was really fun seriously..but im not happy for some reason..i dont know why iim not happy..so me chris and jordan sing2 song at the class like crazy people..haha..nice2..and i dont liike my form teacher..dont wan say the name..not my english teacher arh,english teacher is good..