falling effect..really hurt..head go crazy..

if you fall down how will you feel?

obviously,pain is what you feel

that is how my heart feel right now

the feeling of falling in love nice

the feeling of breaking up is,maybe like hell(for me)

having friends by ur side is good

but you need to find the right friend

lately we are getting closer right?do you feel it

maybe it is because we are the same

i feel that being with u guys is wonderful

playing duel masters together

it make me remember the time when we used to play

when we were in primary school

u guys are the best friend,

hope we can spent more time together..

lately my body has become weak..

each time i take,

my body will lost control

my head gonna be like going 'aaarrrrhhh'

dont know why..

but i think,im getting weaker..

need to be stronger

do what i supposed to do

stoped what i am not supossed to do..

i really love her,and hope can be with her again..

wah piang eh..i cut my hair today..fuck sia..haizz..if mr lim never see i wont cut one..so ytd i go out with ahmad[picture] and solihin,we go irsyad teacher house..haizz i cant stop thingkiing bout my past..everything have changed now..everything..i used to laugh a lot last time but now not anymore..i used to smile even when im sad but now,cry when im sad..

once again,im fcuking confused..

why must life be so complicated..

i thought that i can forget her,but

after reading her blogg

i get really confused..

i keep changing my mind,

i doont have the right answer

the answer that im still fiinding

is there really hope for me,

to be with her?

i dont know

everything sucks

i read someone blog,and now i think
im not gonna wait for her anymore
even if i wait,i know there is no chance
for us to be together again
i really regret,asking her break up
coz now i must forgot her
and maybe it gonna take times


now im a different person already
dont know why,but i just know i change
alot
i really really dont want be bad guy,
want to be good person
haizz..again..my life sux ass..


continue with my life,
concentrate study first,
then can think of different thhing

i hurt my ankle yesterday..trying to do something..i guess it takes days to rrecover..so must be patient..today got religious class,early in the morning..i lazy go but must go coz a lot of time never go..i hate go that class..im the only person that is sec2..the rest is all sec 3 and above..some more they all want step gangster..religious class i in sec 3 level so no friend..haizz..nvm..1 more year and it over..


i'll think carefully,
and make my decision,
hope it's the right one.
haha..


i'm always suck at making the right decision,i take thing not seriously..most of the matter is a joke to me..even breaking my arm,is a joke to me..just hope this time make the right choice..

maybe i should move on,carry on with my life..

i still love her but,will she still love me?

even if i wait,week,month,year,

i dont know if she will come back to me..

she is not mine anymore..

maybe,

she can never be mine again..

bit by bit,i know she wont have feeling for me anymore..

if i can wish for one thing,

i want to be with you again,

thats all,

i really hope i can be with you

somedays,i hope so..

[someone] say to me,

waiting for a girl is not worth it,

he said people who wait is like a 'love slave'

but i think it is not wrong waiting

for the one we love..

i really love her,

and i dont think waitiing for her make me a slave,

hmm..nvm..now exam time..after exam then i'll think back about this..

good luck to everyone..

it is closer
than a friend
but far
from love




i miss you