maybe i should move on,carry on with my life..

i still love her but,will she still love me?

even if i wait,week,month,year,

i dont know if she will come back to me..

she is not mine anymore..

maybe,

she can never be mine again..

bit by bit,i know she wont have feeling for me anymore..

if i can wish for one thing,

i want to be with you again,

thats all,

i really hope i can be with you

somedays,i hope so..

[someone] say to me,

waiting for a girl is not worth it,

he said people who wait is like a 'love slave'

but i think it is not wrong waiting

for the one we love..

i really love her,

and i dont think waitiing for her make me a slave,

hmm..nvm..now exam time..after exam then i'll think back about this..

good luck to everyone..

it is closer
than a friend
but far
from love




i miss you

even if it takes days,weeks,months or years

girls toilet,i take the picture..wahhaaha..(=

i wont cry anymore,

coz i know the reason,

i know everything,

im not confused anymore,

i've got the answer,

that i've been searching for,

now,waiting patiently,

that the only thing i can do,

hope one day,

someday maybe,

you will come baack to me,

you'll accept me again,

days,weeks,months,years,
i'll wait no matter what,
just for you to come back to me,
i'll never forgot our promised.

now what?

which one should i believe?
i stuck in the middle
no one helping me
im not strong to make desicion
nurai or dorcas?
what dorcas say got some right
but what nurai say make me confused
once again
i dont know anything better right now
keep crying
if what nurai say is right,
i really wish i can be with her again
just once more,
i really love her..

i know the answer..

now i know everything..
i dont know why?
i am starting to regret..
regret that i love you..
i just wish that i could forget you,
someday,hope sooner..
i hope you gonna be happy now..

i wish i dont know you at all..

im confused

                                                        sister,sister,sister,me at grandpa house

morning i wake up at 3.40 in the morning..and i ---..im sorry if i disturb you guys early in the morning..anyway thanks lester.,coz u wake up for me..im sorry if i wake u up in the middle of your sleep..i just dont know what to do especially there is nothing to do in the morning..


today after school,go pray,after pray,play soccer with fren and my cousin..yujia make me laugh the most..it been long time since we play2 together..after that me and chris go westmall,coz i need buy thing for someone..then we go home..now i blogging,and watching south park..

i miss you.,i cant live without you,i need you