how come people move on so fast,

i wonder how they do that.i want to move on too.

but i dont know what stopping me from moving on.

my heart keep aching. i hope one day its gonna be okay :')

i know i dont like you anymore, i know i dont care anymore, i know you're just my past.

but what with this feelings, i really dont get it. my heart ache everywhere.

shouldnt i be happy that she have move on too, why am i still confused.

what am i confused about?

am i jealous that she have found her happiness, while im still stuck here.

maybe im still refusing to accept reality, why am i living in denial.

i wish i can erase all my past, no memory about the past.

i wish i can find happiness , someone show me the way.

you shouldnt have say that you like me,

when you already have a boyfriend.

why are being so cruel to me.

why didnt you tell me you belong to someone else.

if i know this from the very beginning,

wouldnt let myself fall in love with you.

how stupid am i to think youre the one.

you guys are all the same.

is it fun?

hope youre enjoying this.

sorry for being so stupid.

putus harapan ku.sakit yang teramat sakit.

kalau tahu sakit begini, tidak ku bermain cinta.

kalau tahu siksa begini, tidak aku menyanyangimu.

kalau dah tak suka jujurlah padaku,

kalau dah berpunya katakan padaku,

jangan biarkan ku merana dalam sembilu,

usah buatku menagih kasih sayangmu.

kalau kau benar dah berpunya,

dengan hati yang ikhlas akan ku cuba melupakanmu,

sedaya upayaku.tidak mahu aku merosakkan kebahagian

yang telah kau cipta itu.

okay can. i've decided to put all the emo shit on this blog.

SAD right now, just read someone twitter and she said she have a twitter crush.

didnt know it will hurt this much.lately we didnt talk at all,

maybe you didnt have any feelings for me anymore.

i wish i can tell you that i love you.

i wish i can call you every night and talk random shit.

i wish we can go out together one day.

so many wishes, that i wish for,

but will any of the wish come true.

now that i love you, i cant get you out of my mind.

friend youre making me crazy.

(#yongxingkorkor)

hahaizz. lately i've been thinking,am i really a guy,a man.

i dont really do what a are guy supposed to do,man im totally suck.

maybe im a women trap in a guys body. hmm.thats bullshit.

i admit, im a little insecure and a little possessive.

i get jealous easily. like seriously.

i know you're not mine,

but when you talk to someone else,damn, i feel jealous.

What can i do. im no one to you.

its been a long time since i last post, its been a crazy year for me.

i never thought that i will fall in love again, 

i eventually did fall in love again.

but i was to late to realise that i was actually in love.

i guess, im the loser of the year.

primary school

miss my primary school,haizz..miss my fren too,holiday only got to see some,hope can see most of them soon..next week npcc from monday too thursday..boring..

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i'm bored!!

lol..remember the time we first started parkour..

lol..the first time we do parkour as a group..this video is havent pro yet..holiday,coming,yeah,alot of thing to do,homework and all that stuff..haha..can see my friend soon,long time never see them,hehe..yeah..

exam

exam finish,result get already..woohoo..most of the subject get just passs..result not so good,but i think all pass..hahah..friday was boring,go the naval thingy,dont go npcc,coz very dizzy..today very boring,from morning till night,watch anime,naruto and soul eater..anyone got any fun anime,tell me,im pretty bored..ouh yeah..on your youtube,go search jalen testerman,or lil demon.they are super dope arh wanna watch anime..

so get result back after camp which is on friday..my result drop..A math got f9..i want work very very hard now..dont play many many..holiday got lots of homework to do..sec 3 damn stress..arhgg...so on friday after prayers..me and azri play fire work,we crazy arh..i like to see fire,especially the one during campfire..the flame was big..haha..

enjoy the video,have a nice holiday..

so friday was really nice day..got lot of test..after test got npcc..me and azri come let coz got history test..i just accompony him,i dnt have test..so we in slc..he do test i do math revision..from 2.30 to 4 we inside the humanities slc alone..haha..so fun..then after that go change..on third floor saw weichong he said finish np already..then i change back to my school uniform..waste my time sia..haha..

ahmad sorry arh friday ader np tk leh gi irshad..next time..

friday i fall during cross country..

this thing seriously is damn itchy..

so holiday stay at home only,play com play psp..

i planing doing my hw today..

lazy do hw nowadays..

last saturday
malay lit people go victoria theatre to see a show,

the story is nice

got lot of shouting..

the dancing is nice..

hey,

long time no post..

busy with homework and lot stuff..

homework keeps coming,

i keep slacking..

i hate some teacher who teach me..

they teach me no good..

breakdancing..

the second thing i seriously like..

first one is parkour(last time)..

bdance is so cool..

im learning it..

start as a noob..

sec 1 band shirt sia

long time no post..school fun..got lot of homework lately..aiyo,i dont want have any hw sei..nvm..so tomorrow school,then next day im not coming school,going hospital..yeah..no need come school..go exray and do some shit...

hmm..i think i really like that girl..

o.O long pant sia

it have been 2 year since i last wear long pant..

and yeah,now i wear again , hapy2 ;D

3e2 class is big but okay lh..

school okay..

subject can2 lh..

hope can cope with all the subject..

next year olevel..

same with my big sister..

must get better then her..

got luck for her ste exam this year ..

i think i've fallen in love..

2010

my hand recover already, hmm good ,

no physical excersice for 1 month, good ,

next week school,

tadi thnk u solihin,hafizh,shukri teman gi orchad.. nak bli psp je berzaman sei.. sorry..

lailai..buybuy..hahah..

psp cover, light blue ..very nice ..

lcd,umd cover,the monitor? memory stick place

charger, memory stick , 4 gb and 2 gb(m2 adapter) , emergency charger(psp,nintendo,gameboy sp),battery pack .. all i dont use anymore .. i think i want buy new psp .. and very messy all this thing..

clean my room and find all this thing...nvm.. memory stick and battery pack i take..today so sian ..hmm.. nothing to do at home .. later hope someone will chat with me at msn .. arh .. boriing ..k lh, bye for now ..

im sori

this is a video,at my grandfather house..it kinda lame,but funny yknow..just watch and you'll see..hmm..now,i really sad,and yeah,i regret everything..i really am sori..i want to achieve my goal in life,i have turn over a new chapter in my life..i gonna concentrate on my studies,and be succesful,make you happy..not gonna dissapoint you,no more..im just sorry..im not a good son i guess..