ahmad and me,actually got one more people

yi and nv

today teacher day..damn shiok..i go my primary school aat braddell,very far,'al-irsyad'..i come with solihin and ahmad saifudin,we meet at woodland then go the school..when i first go the mosque i saw food,i hungry leh..haha..then go meet friend and then greet some teacher..got lot people remember me..that good..then go home,go woodland awile,i buy yoyo,very lame..damn fun,i play with my friend..then after that we go home..and now i blogging..i really2 miss my irsyadian friend seriously..

just now got the song fall for you sia..later at night i wan ask whether she cry or not..if she cry then,that mean she stiill got feeling fofr that someone..if she dont cry then i happpy like madd..

heilow..today morning at 8 got madrasah..very boring..i dont like go madrasah bcoz,i am the only sec 2 who are in the sec3 class..like what the hell,all people down there look like gangster..if i know i want be sec 2 this year..

so today later going out,dont know where,with my fren..damn tired..ytd i go ask her about something,wah now i damn scared..i scared she want a 'bu'..haizz..ytd william bday..i want meet irsyad people sooner,coz i wanna buy thing with them..

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to somebody,

i'm very sorry coz i dont trust you.

it not that i dont wanna trust u,

it just that it hard for me to trust you,

and i already try my hard to trust you,

just give me time kay.

but no matter what i'll always love you,

and that the truth.

i love you a lot.

brokenarmboi

twentynine.eight.zeroeight:

hmm..1 year past already..the day full of regret..haizz..if only i could avoid it,i will not be brokenarm..last year 29 august,was william bday,n teacher day celebration..i make 2 important promiised on that day..i promised my irsyad friend that i will come their school and pray there..and i also promised william that i'll come to his bday celebration..but i never do as i promised..it was bcoz of some mistake,i stay in the hospital for 3 days..and i dont fullfil any of my promises..

ytd is fun you know..me and her meet at the place full of memory..the place where we parkour..and the place where last time i meet her to talk to her..and yeah i was so happy like hell..it been a long time since we spent time together..i was like damn happy..but can only see her for awile..but nvm..

today,morning before i go pray i sms her..ask whether can go school together or not..then she said okay..on the way to the playground,i see dorcas..alamak,i feel guilty sia..dorcas walk alone..bcoz it was raining so i said i wait at the lift..but suddenly i forgot where is to go her house so i wait at the playground..haizz..maybe i stm,same like her..haha..

yeah our class win the english thingy competition..her class got 3rd,it's okay..wah damn ps sia just now..but after win happy arh of coz..

haizz..i miss her..i love u alot sygg..seriously

parkour parkour parkour

almost 1 month,and i miss it like hell.i dont like flip all that.what i like in parkour is, vaulting and climbing.i miss parkour.but now i'm scared to do.somedays maybe i'll try it again.it have been a really great sports.

i miss you sygg,damn much.everyday i kept thinking of you.how i wish i could be with you every single minit.i hope we can spent more time together sygg.

ily,sygg =)

'to trust is to love'

tuesday,i tell my friend to trust me in what i do..and i tell them friendship need trust..but then today,i just realised something..i lack of trusting you nurai..im really2 sorry..i know now i'm wrong coz i never trust you,but trust me,i really2 love you..after u send me msg and say 'to trust is to love' i really feel very guilty..i;m sorry nurai..really2 sorry..i dont care waht she want do with me,what i want is she forgive me..

i having a bad day today..first of all i got scolded by mr adam,i sick and,she never rep my msg..

mr adam scold me coz of the assembly thingy,and he said bout my primary school being a good school and want me to show good attitude as i learn religious things in my primary school..lucky he scold very short..so he still rememeber i come from waht primary school..
i got headache..haizz..
she never reply any of my msg..i also dont know why..haiya my life very complicated..everyday very not good day for me..

trust is important

IS IT HARD TO TRUST PEOPLE?


haizz..i know u guys love me alot..i know u guys wan the best from me..but i just want one thing from u guys,i want u guys to believed in me instead of doing thing forcefully..next time i want u guys to trust me more..are my face that hard to believed?im damn sad,seriously damn sad coz no one believed in me just now,not even my 'brothers'..what i said is truly from the deep of my heart..the more u guys dont believe in me,the more i felt like i cannot be trusted,and the more i'll do thing in a bad way..so please..next time try understand a person..i really love you guys,seriously..and i trust u guys,hope what u do just now is the best thing..anyway..thanks..thanks for eveything..thanks for not trusting in me.. =( i wont do again..

today i'm sick..i got stomache cramp..and i also feel like vommiting coz i feel headache..today so boring..each and everyday life kept geetting boring..i want msg that someone but i feel scared to msg..haizz..i dont know what should i do..now watching southpark..watching it make me damn dizzy..but it's cool..i like the part they say"you kill kenny.you bastard!"haha..damn nice..

today is my 3 month with her..yeah i feel like im happy..
yesterday night at 12 oclock i already msg her..
i scared she gonna leave me sia..
haiz nvm..i keep trusting her and keep believeing in her..
hope we can last long..



today talk to ahmad one of my irsyad fren,he one of my bestfriend in irsyad.i used to fight with him alot during my primary shcool time..haizz..now im in yusof ishak,he in northview..we both have choose the same path..yeah we choosen the academic..for me i choose academic coz my ukhrawi suck..for him i dont know..yeah and just now we talk bisness..he damn funny sia..

hisham:ahmad,steng2 arh..amacam?(mean spread into half)
ahmad:dah pokai lh(now no money)
hisham:k lh.kt 10 awk 3.(i 10 u 3)
ahmad:bley arh(can arh)

so at last we stop talking.and he link me one ghost story.he said funny but i too scared to watch..tomorow got class..boring..

haizz..i fail..im sad..

haizz..today is friday and friday is today..go friday prayers then go npcc..i'm forced to go coz miss tey confiscated my ezlink card=(so go npcc..and we have our promotion test..i think i fail,coz when we were having a promotion test i almost vomit and i got sstomache cramp..damn pain sia my stomache..my cousin tell the one incharge and yeah i got to sit down..i sit down and nvr take the promotion tesst..haiya next week is retest hope i pass..at school me and my cousin escape from teacher and npcc thingy,we run2 around the school,damn fcuking nice..but we ended up going home late..

now at home still got stamache cramp..cb pain..some more weichong go slap my stomache just now..and he slap my face more thhen 4 times..i gonna slap his balls on monday if he have one lh..and now at home do nothing..i guess i watching southpark lateron..





hmmphh..so it is on the 12 midnight arh..then it will be 3 month..but from yesterday she neveer msg me..i'm super duper damn sad..haizz..i miss her so much..i hope she will msg me later..i really hope..if she not msging then im really really really sad..=(..





hope you msg me tonight,coz that is my only wish for today.love u sygg.

very2 sad=(

jordan,lester,chris,me and...yeah weichong not in here..sorry wc..

lester my very3 good partner..chris is my rival..jordan is my master(insult people)..

heylow..today school very2 damn fucking nice..yeah we play2 at all class..when there is chris confirm very fun one at class..only math class very quiet..just now bio damn funny sia..we taking test..the test was about 'something' haha..i sit beside chris and he damn funny..he make me laugh sia..yeah today is nightmare for me also..yesterday jordan do the mr adam pulling ear style..and yeah,today he try it out again..wah damn pain seriously..tomorow jordan gonna die..

haizz this saturday huh..3 month..i really love you seriously..and of coz i miss you damn much..

damn bored -_-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE:


this picture is when the 4 of us become friend.pity weichong not in here=(

i found this picture inside my phone.omg.it's weichong.he doing monkey vault.nice one.

today very boring, sit at home do nothing.i thought i wan msg her but,she busy so no need msg arh.but it's ok coz i already chat with her on msn in the mornink.today sit at home i play card and watch anime only.haiyo.

tuesday then school,that mean tomorow i cannot see her.wah i gonna be missing her damn much.i wish i could see her tomorow even for awhile.haizz.15.5.09.6 more days and it will be 3 month yeah.must got idea to make her happy on that day.

yeah,card magic is quiet nice.i got a deck already so i thought i wan to learn card tricks.haha.very noob.

celebration

today was damn boring..coz must hear the speach very very very long..but today i damn happy coz i got to see her..haha..she was so beautiful..and cute..she was marching with her ncc uniform..lucky i dont have duty,coz i never come for 2 week already..next week is promotion test for np..haiyo..i'm gonna miss her..haizz..wanna ask her out on monday i guess..if she is not busy on that day..confirm she will say cannot one..

psp

haizz..psp spoil so do experiment to make it worse..now i damn bored coz nothing to play at home..i hope she msg me at night..wah seriously very boring sia..i got nothing to do so learn magic card tricks..haha..i want to buy no poker deck..i want naruto deck..

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i think after exam then i buy psp..haizz..need to concentrate study,im failing alot of subject..

i love you a whole lot,seriously.i don't wanna lose you.you are the only one i love.i want to be with you forever.i will always be there by your side.always.and i hope you will too.

today go suntec city with william..go walk2..when msging her suddenly pp8 low..f***..so call her using william phone..thanks william..today quiet boring..

1.5years,one and half years:

age 12,taking psle on that year..my classmates,6 ihsan(2007) damn rox..we are the 'always get scolded' class..this is the video my friend take when we are still in the class,the teacher was at the teachers table but we are playing at the back..hisham(the one hitting mujahid on the head),mujahid(is the one who i hit him on the head),solihin(the one i pulled the square thing from him)..the 3 of them is my bestfreind since primary 1..we same class every year..i miss irsyad friend..and i love my yi friend..this video i will keep forever..

time move so fast,it been 1 and 1/2 year since i left irsyad..i will never forgot anything the teacher had taught me..i'll never forget my friend who never fail making me laugh every single day..i'll never forgot the time we spent time together,the hardship we have been through..1 think i'll never forget is the time when we escaped school together and get scolded by miss nadia.haha.damn nice=))